THAT MOMENT when something possesses you to admit, on your elementary school friend’s Facebook status, that you still play Neopets on the regular… LOL WHY did I do that? ..oh well. guess my secret addiction is a secret no more ;)
Considering how I dropped out of school not even halfway through grade 9, and considering that my would-have-been grad class graduated in 2010, thats something like 8 years or so since I’ve actually sat my ass down in a class room. 7 days from now I start this program I’ve been accepted into and it’s a classroom like environment. Part of me is super excited to actually start learning something useful that I’ll be able to apply to my every day life, but another part of me is scared shitless at the thought of routine and schedule and structure… even though I’m craving it, in a way. This week is going to be dedicated to me trying my absolute hardest to get to bed early and wake up on time! Because even with my newspaper route on Weds, Fri & Sun, I’m still not waking up or finished delivering papers early enough to be ready and on time, for the time that they want me to be there. (Which is 9:30, the exact time it is right now while I’m writing this… a little earlier if I wanna grab coffee or a snack. The anxiety ridden side of me is all like “oh god I don’t know where the coffee machine in that place is HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET COFFEE IF I DONT KNOW WHERE IT IS?!?” but then my more reasonable side thinks that asking the friendly receptionist where the coffee machine is located because you are not super familiar with the building yet, would not be the end of the world)… So I went to an orientation this past Thursday. There were about 10 or 12 people there but one of the programs coordinators said they were expecting about 17. Some people had called and had valid reasons for why they couldn’t make the orientation, but of the people who did show up that day, I was the only girl in that room aside from one other. And not including Angie & Janet, the coordinators of the program. Not really a big deal, just something I noticed. Anyways I should go get ready for my crappy rice serving job which I NO LONGER WORK AT AFTER THIS WEEK!!!! Woooo ya, I guess you could say I’m stoked for change. :)
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